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Sunday, September 23, 2012

。。。

有时候,装作不在乎,并不代表真的不在乎。。。
那。。。 只是伪装 ~
因为曾经太在乎了,受伤了。。。 

往往只能躲在被窝里~
伤心难过 。
独自哭泣流泪,已成习惯。。。

最近,感觉遗失了反向,好像什么东西不见了?
也许,这真的不是我想要的生活。。。
但也清楚知道自己想要的也许永远都不可能达成。。。
所以,不知道从什么时候开始,变得没自信, 甚至是讨厌自己。。。
讨厌自己的懦弱;讨厌自己的不勇敢。。。
好像全世界只有我一个人一直站在原地,没有前进 。。。
 
有些事情,我学不会,也许永远都学不会。。。
但有一件我学会了,
那就是~

泪干了,继续微笑。。。

Friday, August 31, 2012

嗨嗨,我的博客~

七个月的时间!!!
这里也该堆积了够多灰尘了吧?
所以帮部落格粉刷了一番。。。
这几个月,忙于生活中的点点滴滴。。。
要说的话,这篇文章恐怕会太~~~~~~长, so 免了,嘻嘻~
那就说说最近对人事物的看法和感想吧。

其实,周围的朋友发生了一些事,让我惊讶又担心。。。
详细内容不便公开。。。
一号朋友,该说的我们都说了,也一起谈过了。。。
既然做了决定,就一定要幸福,不要后悔。。。
蛮担心她的!虽然不知道以后会是个怎样的发展。。。
但希望会是顺利的。。。

二号朋友,今天被她吓到了!
*叹气*
早婚有好有坏,就看你们如何共同面对与沟通。。。
当时的他们是那么地幸福。。。
如今演变成这种局面,我想谁都不愿意。
孩子是最无辜的。。。
希望会是个好的结果~

朋友们,加油!!!
祈祷这一切都会好好的~~~
结束前,祝马来西亚国庆日快乐!!!!!
大家也要快乐哦~
*给一个笑脸*

Monday, January 30, 2012

久违了。。。

有好几个月了,觉得应该要进来留几行字。。。
日子过得好快,又老了一岁了,工作1年又6天了。。。
农历新年接近尾声了。。。
回想这一年里究竟做了什么?
开心吗?有遗憾吗?进步了吗?
心里有数。。。
因为最了解自己的人终究还是自己。
给自己加加油打打气,希望这崭新的一年里可以做得更加好!!!
也为你加加油、打打气哦!!!
是的,就是你~
正在阅读这篇帖子的你,
加油!!!

P/S: 新年快乐~

Saturday, September 10, 2011

我期待~^^

~10.09.11 ~

原来期待着一个小生命的诞生是这种感觉。。。
预产期的日子越接近,就越期待。。。
每天都盼着肚子快点长大(不是我的哦,呵呵~),想要她快点从肚子里蹦出来,嘻嘻嘻~
当孕妇真的不容易!!!
要准备的事情多到~~~~~~~~
看到她把所有的事都处理得妥妥当当的,我心里不禁佩服起她来了!
自己也开始在想以后的我不知道能胜任好这个职位吗?

上星期陪她去做产检。。。
觉得超音波好神奇哦,虽然不是很看得懂。。。
只是医生和护士在那里兴奋,“看,她的脚,很长!!!”
我看来看去,还是放弃了,因为真的看没有~ 哈哈。。。
今天又陪她去了一趟。。。
天啊!!!那只针筒+针头好大一根~
还有透过婴儿房窗,看到护士在喂奶,那婴儿好小一个~ 超可爱的!!!
让我更想快点看到我们的小宝贝~

终于,明天小宝宝就会带着我们的期待,健康平安地来到这个世上,来到我们的家中~
我也向老爸报备过了,好久没跟老爸讲话了,哈哈。。。
老爸应该知道我无事不登三宝殿,这次就特地告知他要做久违了的舅舅~
希望他在天之灵保佑这对母女平安~

我们的 “小Princess D”,表姐明天也会去迎接你哦!!!

期待 ~ 11.09.11 ~ 的到来。。。。。

Thursday, May 5, 2011

DOWN

Sore throat + Flu are nothing...
Really feel so down lately...
Something just happened although I dun want it to be like that way...
Maybe she really dun get the meaning behind what I've asked or said...
Maybe also due to my express of word made her confused?
As I can't express myself well...
Although these years I've practised to learn well on this area...
I've improved slowly, not like last time...
But u know, the original things that one possessed can't be easily changed no matter how hard she has tried or how many years passed by...
The original things will still remain, cannot be moved away directly... not so fast!!!

I hate the fact that I'm the one who caused the weird atmosphere...
I tried to rescue the situation...
Still trying my best, although sometimes I feel helpless...
I wanna run away again...
I wanna ignore everything...
I started to think passively again....
I felt depressed again!!!
Am I "Extra"?

Every time similar things happened, what appear in my mind is...
If possible, I dun wanna stay too...
And I will start to blame another her for leaving me that time...
I hate her but I love her too~
When all these things bump together, I feel my life is miserable...
*tears rolling*

But I know somehow the sun will shine... ISN'T IT?
Stay strong is the only way!!!
*hold my fists tight*

~FIGHT THE DOWN~

Sunday, May 1, 2011

HAPPY 501 DAY ~~~

Hi all...
It's been quite some time I leave new post here...
Today is 1st of May...
HAPPY 501 DAY to SS501 & Triple S around the world...
Haengbokhae~~~ Saranghae~~~

And here are what I've done for this special 501 day~
Please take out with proper credit, thanks!!!







































This month gonna be another busy month for me...
FIGHTING!!!!!
See u all next time~
Annyeong~~~~~

Sunday, April 10, 2011

U-KISS 0330



Credits:

IN LOVE with this song...
The piano arrangement is beautifully added in...
The lyrics are like their singing to Kibum and Alexander...

And everyone is wondering why Soo Hyun cried during 0330 performance at Love Sharing concert?
I couldn't watched the vid cuz was deleted by YT...
I dun know the actual reason why he cried...
Maybe just like what I feel, maybe He miss Kibum and Alexander...

lol sorry for kept mentioning about Soo Hyun here...
He's my bias in U-Kiss, hehe^^
No matter what, I hope he's fine...
HWAITING SOO HYUN~
HWAITING U-KISS~~~