是我？不是我？

最近，
脾气坏！！！
越来越不想别人管我的事情。。。
最好谁都不要插手我的私事。。。
麻烦不要烦我。。。
不要碎碎念！
不准闯入我的生活。。。

突然，
不想呆在家里，
想要扔下所有的包袱，
到外头去闯一闯。。。
靠自己的力量活下去。。。

也许这些都是气话。。。
也许是我不懂得珍惜。。。
也许是我不知足。。。
也许所有的错都在我。。。

总觉得自己越来越不懂事了。。。
好像现在的我又回到了当年的叛逆期。。。
是吗？
还是因为，
我厌倦了现在的生活。。。
我厌倦了自己的无所事事。。。
我好讨厌现在的自己！！！

为什么，
我会变成这样？
我想要回到最原始的我。。。
那个，
既纯真，又热爱生活的女生。。。
到哪里去了？
我想要把她找回来。。。
祝福我，为我祈祷。。。
我能够很快地找到答案。。。
不用担心，我会慢慢思考、慢慢相通！！！
到时，希望答案是我回来了~~~
我就是我！！！
我还是我！！！

空洞。。。

最近，
心里总是空荡荡的。
怎么搞的？
好多事想做，却心有余力不足。。。

我
是
怎
么
了
？

我讨厌现在的自己。。。
敲醒我吧！！！
用力敲。。。

Aerobic Class

记得我上回说的“练舞”吧？
其实是一、三、五的 Aerobic Class 咯！！！
跟珊一起去做做运动、出出汗，真好。。。
之后，云和珍也会加入我们哦！
之前是被大姑拉去的，渐渐地爱上了Aerobic。。。
因为它不单只是死板韵律舞，也有跳流行舞。。。
最重要的是，有我最爱的 Kpop。。。
像Nobody, Tell Me, 2 Different Tears, Change, 10 out of 10, I go crazy because of you, Oh! 。。。
可是，全部没学过！哈哈哈。。。
全都都是我不在这里的期间教的。。。
因为2 Different Tears 是在我加入的一个星期前教的，
所以为了赶上大家的脚步，我自己在家里从YT上学跳舞步。。。
是有那么一点不同之处，不过至少基本的动作还是一样的， 呵呵呵！
那天，老师跳了I go crazy because of you。。。
我超爱那首歌的咯。。。
之前看了T-ara 跳之后，就疯狂的爱上了这首歌。。。
也自学了副歌的部分。。。
所以那天向老师要求教我跳，嘻嘻！！！
下个星期就可以学咯，超兴奋的说。。。
其实我还有好多舞想要学，Nu ABO、Lupin、 Breathe、 YaYaYa 还有好多好多哦！
希望近期内，老师会教。。。
好咯，该练舞了！！！
Annyeong~~~

压力 = 推动力

最近，压力来了！
家人开始催我找工作咯！
自己也觉得是时候该找工了，因为不想在家里白吃白住！
但是，我有“惧工症”诶！！！
也许是我很难适应新环境吧。。。
无论如何，告诉自己要加油！

刚刚去庙拜拜。。。
顺道求了签。
愁眉思暂时开，启山云霄喜日来。。。
宛如粪土中藏玉， 良工一举出尘埃。。。
中签，还不错的说！！！
说见工OK!!! 还会有贵人相助哦。。。
还蛮准一下。。。
这下可以定下心来奋斗咯！
希望找到好工，加油咯，许小姐。。。

老实说，现在的我好想赚钱哦。
要买的东西有好多， 想要用自己赚来的钱来买。。。
衣服、包包，鞋子、给家人朋友的礼物。。。
啊， 对了，还有专辑咯。。。
本人对喜爱的歌手是绝对支持正版的哦， 嘻嘻^^
还有第一份薪水一定要请家人吃大餐！！！
有了这些推动力的加持，我一定会更努力的。。。
说到做到！
HWAITING!!!

好了，是时候开溜去练舞了。。。
练舞？？？ 对,没错！！！
我会在下一篇文章里详细解说哦！

12月４日

今天是个特别的日子。
吉隆坡的天空下起雨来了！！！
因为，他来了！
原本，还蛮兴奋的说…………
可我，渐渐地没什么心情 :(
谁叫我生在东马呢？
想飞过去都难。
突然，有种想哭的感觉 :'(
有些豌豆朋友们去看他，而我，只能待在家里。。。
整个心情简直是跌倒了谷底！
呼呼~

另一方面，在首尔。。。
终于，他们回来了！！！
好期待这天的到来哦。
结果整个下午，我都在 Check out 照片。
Po 在面子书上。。。
通常都不会Po 他们照片的我。。。
也许是开心吧？
一看到他们，心情又兴奋了起来！
好努力地upload哦！
只要一有新照片，我马上就更新咯！哈哈^^
还写caption呢。
真是的，心情起伏也太大了一点！

不过，老实说。。。
奎生的的确确可以让我眼前一亮 + 心情一亮，嘻嘻。。。
两位黑马王子的新造型、新发型，超级match！！！
重点是还被永生下了一跳，这次回来更加显现他坏男人的姿态。
也许是想要小露一下吧。。。
还不错的说， 呵呵呵！羞红了脸~
他的酒窝！！！好深哦，可爱~
好笑的是阿珍说他穿上阿Rain的服装，看上去胖嘟嘟的哦， 哈哈哈！
是服装的关系吧，实际上他瘦了一大圈！！！
我也想瘦下来哦。。。正在努力当中^^

当然，我最爱的奎也不成多让。。。
我超爱他的服装、靴子。。。
人长得高挑，穿什么都好看。
摆什么pose都帅。
他的笑容！！！好甜哦，晕~~~ 又是时候要运功了，蚂蚁越来越多了厚！
还有，他一贯的90度鞠躬，不曾改变过。。。
昨晚又重复看了一遍他们的The Mission DVD。。。
他的一切让我再次地确定他在我心目中的地位！

今天一天就有够多的“功课”要完成。。。
现在就去！！！
拜咯~
下回见~

For someone...

Do you know...
Together with u...
I'm not alone...
Everyday is a Christmas!!!

Happy wedding!!!

Happy wedding to my gugu and gu zhang...
Wish u two as sweet as honey forever...
Enjoy your honey moon ya..

기분이 좋다 ^o^

今天完成了两项任务。。。
感觉真好，嘻嘻嘻^^
特别的日子即将到来。。。
我又要行动了！
又是时候验收成果了！
首先，要让我的“经理人”和“编辑”过目。。。
希望不会让他们失望咯， 呵呵！！！

Ridiculous!!!

Asking people for birthday present is not that good already...
But since it's your birthday soon, I'm thinking if I have the time, then might be able to hand-make something for u...
But later, requested for what to give as present...
I was like I really couldn't afford to buy that and somehow it's rude to ask people to buy one thing for your birthday...
Later, even asked if I can buy another something online...
That time, I felt so weird!!!
I felt like I need to tell u that your way of asking presents from people is really not good...
I tried my best to tell u nicely so that I won't hurt you...
But what I get from you???
"I'm just joking with you, didn't know that u'll take it so seriously"
"After all we aren't that close, I already expected it"
I really felt so ridiculous when u said that to me!!!
So, what for u asked me for present just now...
I really thought that u want it from me...
The way u said told me that u really want it...

People might take things seriously...
The thing u so-called joking around wasn't seem like a joke for me...
I treasure every friend of mine, that's why I take into considerations the thing they say...
I really love to make and give TS something for their birthday...
Even though it might not be an expensive present, I make it with my heart...
Just wanna make them and myself happy...
I give presents to people because they're the one I treasure...
But you made that jokes which hurt the thing I treasure and appreciate so much inside my heart...

Really felt so sad just now...
I've never been treated like this before...
And later u're like just simply apologising to me...
I couldn't feel ur sincerity...
Maybe u think that ur joke is nothing...
Try to ask presents from others, try to joke this with others too...
They will feel the same as me...

I dun know what's your intention...
I hope u're just really joking around...
If you get close to people because u wanna get benefits out of them...
Then, u're not true friend...
You won't get respect from me...

My energy??? Where???

Totally no mood today...
Dun know what to do...
And not feel like doing anything...
Totally out of energy!!!

Just listening to JJ's songs...
Then watching SS501's Live at Budokan DVD...
Only them can give me some energy!!!
Thanks to U-Kiss members too...
SooHyun, Kibum and Kevin...
Fighting over Piro Piro, so funny!!!

Time to go!!!
I'm going to get all my energy back!!!
Bye and see ya...

叹气！！！

这一切的一切来得太突然、太惊讶了！！！
完全没料到！！！
要不就没事，要不就通通一次过来。。。
到底想怎样？

我想了好多！！！
也深深地领悟到人生如梦，梦如人生的含义。。。
那一刻，我的头脑一片空白。。。
完完全全地愣住了！！！

真希望一切还是像原来的一样。。。
可是，大家都很清楚那是很困难的！！！
也许是不可能的了。。。

Can I smack you, my dear laptop!!!!!

Almost finished doing my things...
Suddenly laptop jammed!!!
OMG!!!!!!!
Wanna smacked my laptop just now...
My hard work all gone!!!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
Now can only go to bed...
Have a nice sleep and start doing it again tomorrow...
GOOD NIGHT!!! *Staring at my laptop*

不懂！！！

真的不懂。。。
越来越不懂了！
为什么大人会那么地爱慕虚荣？
生活在这样的环境中，看着大人们的一举一动。。。
我，厌倦了。。。
我，不想变成这样的大人！！！
我不要！！！

I'm back!!!

From UK, I'm back to my home sweet home...
So great to be at home...
Now busy doing missions here...
Need to complete and make it as perfect as possible...
Hope within time limit...
Trying my best...
See ya in the next article...

Last paper screwed!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Yeahhhh guess what...
I've finished my last paper...
Really SUPER DUPER HAPPY~~~~~
Been studying and working so hard for the exam this time...

After exam, went to shopping...
Din buy clothes but bought Travel Adaptors for Euro trip...
Tomorrow need to go and look for my sport shoes and maybe new clothes???
My old sport shoes already buka mulut, wahahaha...
Gummed for twice already, now buka lagi...
I have so many things wanna buy, later need to list down, if not will forget lo, haha^^
Too much brain memories accommodated for exam points, now no more space for other things...
Old already!!! Symptoms of ageing, I guess, hahaha...
But one thing, cannot buy too much or too expensive, need to control and save some money...

I just woke up from one hour sleep not long ago...
Shopping time earlier totally din feel tired...
But as soon as reached home, my shoulders and back started to feel painful...
And headache and blur blur some more...
But only went to sleep after finished chatting with friends and clearing my FB homework...
Now still feel painful...
My prove for working hard for my exam huh, LOL ~~~~~

Ermmm, what more to say???
Ahhhhh yeah, earlier after exam, I did called back home...
Telling my beloved ah ma that I've done with my exam and hope can do well lo...
Cuz I really studied so hard for this time...
Hope the results are satisfactory...
Hearing her voice on phone made me really miss her, my family and my home sweet home...
And also my friends in Malaysia...
Will be flying back on 14 October and reached KL on 15 October...
Guess by then, will be busy again outing with KL friends...
My sing k session, my food, my shopping are all waiting for me there...
Can't wait for the time to come...

But for now...
Starting from tomorrow onwards, let me enjoy with my Europe Trip 1st...
Let me fully explore the beautiful places and people here 1st...
Let me take as many nice photos as possible 1st...
Let me keep great and precious memories at here 1st...
Then let me say bye bye to UK and back to my lovely country...
By then, will start to miss everything here so badly for sure...

Later need to go celebrate and party at friends' flat...
Must fully enjoy our last night at Sheffield...
Tomorrow night will be leaving here with our luggage...
My luggage already 90% packed, so the remainder to be done tomorrow...
Tonight might back home late, crazy with friends, cuz last night at Sheffield ma, hahaha...

Ok la, need to stop here 1st...
Go do my laundry in a while...
Then go to party...
Oh yeah, one more thing before I go...
During euro trip, I will not update my blog here cuz most of the time traveling...
Will be very tired after whole day traveling, so won't drop off here...
I need to give my blog holiday too, hahaha!!!
Dun miss me ya, hehe^^
See u all again soon...
Good day to all...
Annyeong ~~~~~

One more to go!!!!!

Screwed CR paper today...
My hands were seriously tired after exam ended...
Really so many to write in 3 hours time...
But luckily I finished all part...
Although not sure whether I'm doing well or not this time...
I'm really happy that I din give up the subject cuz I really dun like it since last time and dun have confidence in it...
Really happy that for Section B, what I've studied came out...
Just that dun know my points and ideas are okay or not...
But I really smiled when finished the exam...
Still dun have much confidence for it...
At lease I've tried my very best...
Hope result is PASSED...
Passed is enough for me, really!!!
For this CR subject, I'm not greedy... hehe^^

Now need to focus on another one here after posting up this entry...
Exam day will be on this Thursday...
Need to study again...
HWAITING again to myself !!!!!
This time I'm gonna do my very best again...
Not to disappoint my family and friends who love me and always giving me lots of supports...
I really love you guys so so much...
Thanks for ur all encourage words, pushing me to work harder...
I really do appreciate to have u all by my side...
THANKS A LOT!!!!!
Now back to study mode...
And see you all soon !!!!!

Study !!!

Finally I can focus back on my study...
Revising and memorising for exam is not that fun at all...
HWAITING again to myself...
I can only do my best for now...
After all these exams, my holiday is waiting for me...
So I must work hard now so that I can fully enjoy later...
Now turning myself into FIGHTER!!!!
Gonna screw down the exam next week...
I CAN DO IT !!!!!

Great Friday !!!!!

My 4th post today...
Today's SS501 SPECIAL @Seoulfm, I love all !!!!!
Enjoying so much just now, while doing my little broadcasting show at Twitter, hahaha...
And #weloveyouss501 Worldwide Trend No 1 until now...
Triple S yoksshi JJANG!!!!!
They will see it there lo, right??? YS, JM & Maknae !!!!!

Crazy For You
LOVE YA
Wuss up
OBSESS
Everything
Deja Vu
Fighter
I won't be coward
Wasteland
Wish you were my lover
Please be nice to me
My girl

Distraction!!!

Today I keep on posting new entries here, hehe^^
This is already the third post!!!!!
Cuz too much distraction...
Wanna focus on my study, but seems like I couldn't for today...
Maybe need to wait until a bit later...
After I finished doing everything that distracts me now...
Ahhhhh I really need to focus later...
I MUST!!!!!
HWAITING to myself!!!!!

10 September !!!

It's 10 September...
Happy 6 months old to our Chinese Site...
Let's continue to 화이팅 with My BabyS!!!!!
~ 대박~

Sigh ~~~

Really dun understand and dun like people doing that...
Our JM, I hope you're fine!!!
Cheer up ya!!!!!

Shining friends!!!

My heart feels painful and sad when I feel she is sad too...
Feel like she has something we never know...
Maybe she dun wanna tell...
Or maybe she dun wanna trouble or worry us...
This is just what I feel...
I hope it's wrong...
But no matter what, I'll always be there for her...
Even sometimes this is quite hard cuz we're not staying together...
But at least I hope can give her energy and encouragement when she really needs it...
Cuz I treat her as my true friend...
And that's what a true friend should and can do for her...
I hope she's fine and doing good always...
The sun will rise and shine...
And I hope she will smile and happy always too...
And we will grow old together while smiling...
Let's HWAITING together!!!!!

This song is for her...
One of my all-time favourite song...


Credit: xFunkyPandaz

He's so cute!!!

Just saw the page statusssss, made me LOL lo...
日本語... 한글... 中文。。。样样都小秀了一点!!!
Uri CEO, Yokssi TALENTED yahhhhhh~~~~~

Yesterday >>>

안녕하세요?! 정민이예요~~^^
언제나 행복이 가득하길~~^0^
자주 놀러오세요!

zhong won hen nan~!!!!
wo ai ni~!
마이마이 놀러와요잉~~˙ω˙

삼겹살

삼겹살

해물치즈떡볶이

전복


And Today >>>

I love you

愛してる

我愛你

사랑합니다.

我想你们

我现在在公司

你们呢？？？

中文很有意思！！！！

可是很难！

我快要去日本了。

我快要去台湾了。

我快要去美国了。

我想要快点见到你们。

아~~~어지러어지러~~~넘 열심히 썼더니~ 머리가 어질어질~~~건물이 움직이고 있는 것 같아~~~

日本に　行くのに　日本語　忘れちゃった～！！
どうしよう～～！！

HAPPY & CRAZY DAY ~ !!!

*****육십구일 축하해*****

*****구십육일 축하해*****

Thanks for being there for me...
Really appreciate all the time we're together...
Just now also we were so crazy, hahaha...
That's us together...
Together, we'll smile FOREVER!!!!

PS: The time of this post!!! lol~~~~~

Formula !!!!! LOL

OK, I think what I write here later, no one will figure out what they are...
Some might have some idea though...
New formula from me, ahahahaha...
To test someone *you know who u are, lol*
For our special days... For our celebrations...
Again, we were so crazy that day, wahahahaha...
Making you blur blur and headache just to tell me the answers of the formula huh, hehe^^
MIAN MIAN!!! keke ^o^
Now start with my formula...

To: YOU *again, you know who u are*

1. "IN YOUR SMILE" from 2/9 ~ 6/9 = 5 days

2. 5+5 = 10 *501* & 6 = 9 *69*

3. From the previous answers 10 & 9 = 10/9

4. From 6/9 ~ 10/9 = 5 days *69 day ~ TS cn site day*

5. From 10/3 ~ 10/9 = 6 mths *half year soon, yeahhhhh~~~~~*

6. 6 mths = 9 mths *69*

~END OF FORMULA~
But doesn't mean and will never mean end of our friendship...
Cuz see the last formula 6 = 9 where 9 also = 6
It will be FOREVER.....
Remember we'll grow old together with smile...

PS: Look at the date and time of this post... It's full with DS and our representatives!!!!!

Hi

Hi my dear blog, hahahaha^^
It's been quite some time for me to appear here again.
Sorry I'm afraid that I'm not able to update u all on my following stories at UK here...
Now I'm so busy with assignments...
Exams coming soon in September too...
Need to study real hard...
Hope I can continue writing all again when I'm real free, but until then, I'll have lots to write lo.
Maybe will just be a really short one for each trip.
It's okay right??? hahaha....

BTW, was happy that they will be bringing Hyung Jun over Malaysia for fanmeeting...
But I'm not there... Why 29 August???
Okay, I told myself it's okay cuz I've already met him last time and even talked to him for so long, shake hands with him, got his sign as well with my name on it... I'm satisfied already, ehehehe^^*My BabyS will pull her hair again when seeing this, aigooo dun do it dear, kakakaka*
Maybe next time we'll meet again...
Maybe next time the 5 of them will be coming together again... I really hope so...
So for now, my friends will enjoy with me 1st...
Dun forget, my soul will be there with u all, hahahah... as usual!!!

Ah yeah, My BabyS, if u happened to see this... I need to celebrate the 96 at your baby twitter and our 69 posts at the site, hehehe^^ Wish our effect continue until FOREVER!!!

I have to stop now...
See ya again...
Annyeong~~~

4th Story ~~~ Sheffield Summer School Welcome Beach Party 25 June 2010

Sorry was so busy this whole week...
Got no time to update on my 4th Story...
So here I am...

Ok, let's start with this photo...


















On the way to The Hub... ahhh Eclipse advertisement board is there... I wanna watch but here too expensive lo... huhu!!! Thanks to My BabyS who influenced me to watch this last time... So nice!!! I miss the time we watched together lo...














Reached at The Hub... so many people arrived already... group photo 1st, hehe^^














Girls group... NICE!!!

Later party started... we all went in... See the building at our back of the above photo??? That's the Hub... another unique building, right???


















hahhaa posing time... actually my clothes din match with the summer concept lo... hahha!!!


















See what I've got... Earlier at the entrance, we got this "ALOHA" thingy, haha^^ ... Only left green colour at that time... I love it, hahah^^ Again TS knew why... It's fate again!!!


















My drink and my entrance ticket...

The detailed story I won't tell so much here... Just watching some nice performance from Sheffield students and played games with my friends... Enjoyed ourselves so much!!! A great night for all of us!!!

hahaha this time is really a short story, kekeke^^ dun wanna make it long, cuz wanna continue with my 5th and if possible 6th story later... So see ya ~~~

3rd Story ~ MU Trip ~

Okay I'm not a MU fans... I dun know much about football hehe^^
But it was fun to experience it and explore the city...














MU Old Trafford...





























100 years of history...














Heading towards Players Changing Rooms...














Everyone started to grab the shirts and take photos with their favourite one...


















I know Owen, hahaha!!!


















And I know Rooney, hehehe^^














Group photo...

































The old entrance to the field...














The grass is so expensive, cannot step on it...










































































Merchandise sold here...


















I din buy... hehe... so took photo with the bear...





























































































Back onto the bus... saying bye bye to MU Old trafford... See what we got...


















We got MU cert... tour tag and I made one MU Old Trafford coin... Thanks to my friends for that coin...














Front of the coin...














Back of the coin...

After that, we headed to the city centre...














The buildings are so nice...




















































Manchester China Town...

Then lunch time...














A Hong Kong Dim Sum restaurant... Tai Wu!!!














Our food... so hungry already...














Dumpling...














Zhu Cheong fang...














Fighting for food... hahhaa^^ Just acting...














More food...














This one is so nice!!! I wanna eat again...

Finished our lunch... On the way to explore the city...


















The statues are awesome...




















































Kids playing with water.... all wet!!!


















Our shopping place...

Okay not much story after this... and my camera was out of battery...
So end here for this 3rd story, hahahaha^^
4th story~~~ is NEXT!!!

2nd Story ~Sheffield Botanical Gardens ~

Ok now my 2nd story...
Thanks to our senior who took us there...
It was so beautiful...
Share some photos here...














Ah that day was dumpling day... We went to one Chinese store and saw dumpling...


















We din buy lo... so I just took photos together with one... Who said I dun have dumpling here in UK, ahahahhaha!!! See~~~














Before going to Botanical Garden, we bought our food here... See I'm promoting again... So many choices!!!













With our food... See the yellow poster behind us??? That's what we ordered... Chicken Meal!!!













After a long distance walk, we reached!!!













Found a nice picnic spot... everyone looked at the camera!!!














My Chicken Meal... It's a BIG PORTION... Yummy!!!

After eating, we went to explore to garden...
So now photos time for beautiful flowers, plants, doggies, animal... hehe^^


















1st Squirrel found!!! It was shy...


















2nd squirrel found!!!














3rd squirrel found!!! This one was so active...














Huge doggie...














Cute doggie...


















Trees with flowers...














Unique flowers...
























































































































Love this piece of Greenland... We were crazy here... Rolling all the way down hahaha!!!


















After rolling session, so pening... so lying down under this tree...

Some group photos here...































Ok, we were tipu by our senior... saying that there was a real bear... we all so scared going in here lo... It's a FAKE one!!!













Time to go back...


















Beautiful orange rose spotted...














Another doggie spotted on the way back...


















Just before reaching Charlotte Court, hahaha!!! Cute cat sitting there, like human, sitting so nicely...

Okay I say dun wanna write long but ended up it's another long one!!!
But I already summarised it... hahaha~~~
3rd Story is coming soon...