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Saturday, September 10, 2011

我期待~^^

~10.09.11 ~

原来期待着一个小生命的诞生是这种感觉。。。
预产期的日子越接近,就越期待。。。
每天都盼着肚子快点长大(不是我的哦,呵呵~),想要她快点从肚子里蹦出来,嘻嘻嘻~
当孕妇真的不容易!!!
要准备的事情多到~~~~~~~~
看到她把所有的事都处理得妥妥当当的,我心里不禁佩服起她来了!
自己也开始在想以后的我不知道能胜任好这个职位吗?

上星期陪她去做产检。。。
觉得超音波好神奇哦,虽然不是很看得懂。。。
只是医生和护士在那里兴奋,“看,她的脚,很长!!!”
我看来看去,还是放弃了,因为真的看没有~ 哈哈。。。
今天又陪她去了一趟。。。
天啊!!!那只针筒+针头好大一根~
还有透过婴儿房窗,看到护士在喂奶,那婴儿好小一个~ 超可爱的!!!
让我更想快点看到我们的小宝贝~

终于,明天小宝宝就会带着我们的期待,健康平安地来到这个世上,来到我们的家中~
我也向老爸报备过了,好久没跟老爸讲话了,哈哈。。。
老爸应该知道我无事不登三宝殿,这次就特地告知他要做久违了的舅舅~
希望他在天之灵保佑这对母女平安~

我们的 “小Princess D”,表姐明天也会去迎接你哦!!!

期待 ~ 11.09.11 ~ 的到来。。。。。

Thursday, May 5, 2011

DOWN

Sore throat + Flu are nothing...
Really feel so down lately...
Something just happened although I dun want it to be like that way...
Maybe she really dun get the meaning behind what I've asked or said...
Maybe also due to my express of word made her confused?
As I can't express myself well...
Although these years I've practised to learn well on this area...
I've improved slowly, not like last time...
But u know, the original things that one possessed can't be easily changed no matter how hard she has tried or how many years passed by...
The original things will still remain, cannot be moved away directly... not so fast!!!

I hate the fact that I'm the one who caused the weird atmosphere...
I tried to rescue the situation...
Still trying my best, although sometimes I feel helpless...
I wanna run away again...
I wanna ignore everything...
I started to think passively again....
I felt depressed again!!!
Am I "Extra"?

Every time similar things happened, what appear in my mind is...
If possible, I dun wanna stay too...
And I will start to blame another her for leaving me that time...
I hate her but I love her too~
When all these things bump together, I feel my life is miserable...
*tears rolling*

But I know somehow the sun will shine... ISN'T IT?
Stay strong is the only way!!!
*hold my fists tight*

~FIGHT THE DOWN~

Sunday, May 1, 2011

HAPPY 501 DAY ~~~

Hi all...
It's been quite some time I leave new post here...
Today is 1st of May...
HAPPY 501 DAY to SS501 & Triple S around the world...
Haengbokhae~~~ Saranghae~~~

And here are what I've done for this special 501 day~
Please take out with proper credit, thanks!!!







































This month gonna be another busy month for me...
FIGHTING!!!!!
See u all next time~
Annyeong~~~~~

Sunday, April 10, 2011

U-KISS 0330



Credits:

IN LOVE with this song...
The piano arrangement is beautifully added in...
The lyrics are like their singing to Kibum and Alexander...

And everyone is wondering why Soo Hyun cried during 0330 performance at Love Sharing concert?
I couldn't watched the vid cuz was deleted by YT...
I dun know the actual reason why he cried...
Maybe just like what I feel, maybe He miss Kibum and Alexander...

lol sorry for kept mentioning about Soo Hyun here...
He's my bias in U-Kiss, hehe^^
No matter what, I hope he's fine...
HWAITING SOO HYUN~
HWAITING U-KISS~~~

Friday, April 8, 2011

*DISLIKE*

Crying is a good way of releasing your tension, unhappiness and disappointment..
But I dun like ppl pretend to cry in front of others just to get their sympathy!!!
Now I really dun know is the person crying for real???
Is the person crying from her heart cuz she really felt so heart painful because of disappointment?
Or she is just too good in acting...
Can simply roll her tears inside her eyes...
If that's acting, I'm really impressed!!!
I DISLIKE YOU!!!

BUT I hope NOT~!!!
I hope it's not an acting!!!
If not, I will feel like adults have become more and more fake!!!

~END~

Monday, April 4, 2011

April~

Already comes to the month of April...
Spent so much once salaries out!!!
Not because I simply waste money...

Paid my broadband which I've terminated cuz change to streamyx...
And of course new streamyx fee, money again...
My lappy suddenly kena virus, got window security warning...
Blocking me from online for 2 days...
So thinking to take it for format treatment...
And bought one external hard disk...
It's so nice and beautiful... whole white!!!
500 GB with USB3.0...
Another word.... EXPENSIVE!!!!!
Heartache, my money gone again!!!

Spending two days transferring files, vids and musics to the external hard disk...
Why two days?
My big and heavy files...
Can u imagine, while transferring, the virus message kept popping out and every 30-40 minutes my dear lappy will automatically off and then on back by itself...
The process kept repeating every 30-40 minutes, ishhhh~~~
Giving me hard time to finish the transferring work...
Yeah after completed, all files in lappy deleted, wanna send it for treatment...
Guess what, everything back to normal!!!!!!!!!!!
Scanning says no virus but still worried cuz virus signature out of date already...
Can online some more!!!
My lappy fooled me on April Fool Day???
Anyway, I think still need to send it soon, ok yeah very soon money need to be sent out together too!!!


Because of this, my plan of saving was affected a bit...
And my plan to buy something new for myself need to push to next month, I supposed!!!
Anyway, I got something new this month, the expensive external hard disk, LOL~~~
And this someone and that someone wanna come out with something new this month...
Shall I push to next month too???
I should if I have to...

Okay, enough of nagging, hahahha!!!
See ya~

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Heaven

After our CEO Park solo, here come our Hyung Jun's turn...
Just got his solo mini album last Saturday, was so excited~!!!
All the songs and pics inside the mini album are very nice!!!
I love all the songs, but here's the one I love the most!!!
A ballad song that will make me feel so emotional and wanna cry every time listening to it...

~ HEAVEN ~
Lyrics by Hyung Jun himself *woah talented*
Sharing here with you all...



Credits:

Isn't it a great song?
Awww I'm emo again~~~~~
BTW, did anyone notice of leader's appearance at 0:13-0:17?
Guess the creator of the vid accidentally added in leader pic, hehe^^
But still very nicely made with romanised lyrics together with meaning of the lyrics.

Now HEAVEN as my lullaby...
Going to sleep so good night!!!
Wish me sweet dream~

Monday, March 28, 2011

Love this song!!!

Credits:

Now this has become one of my favourite songs!!!
So so nice!!!
1st time listening it on Music Bank live, totally falling in love with this ballad song...
Lee Hyun's powerful vocal!!! Jinja DAEBAK!!!



Credits:

Then watched the MV on Youtube...
LOL I laughed when seeing comedian Jung Juri and 2AM Changmin in it...
Of course starring 4 Minute's pretty girl Nam Ji Hyun...
Funny + Cute + Sweet elements combined together in one MV...
Really nice, I love it!!!

Lyrics translation Credits:

I didn’t believe in love until today
That must be a reason for me being more alert today
You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling
I can be alert now

You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling
I want to see you, I think I’m going to die

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

Although there’s nothing that I did for you willingly
You didn’t leave when I threw you away
You have a great personality
And a great temper
You loved me without lying
The more I see you, the more I value you
I’m so stupid to throw you away, now I miss you

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

I know I’m not the best person
Although I told you to never come back
If you give me one more chance, I can do better
Can you believe me and come back

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life


To me You are PERFECT!!!
You're THE BEST of my life!!!
I wanna say this to that someone who I love too, lol...
Hopefully the one in my future!!!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

いろいろ。。。

More than one month din clear my spider web here, lol...
Yeah work made me tired and left me with not much energy...
Wanna blogging but too lazy this girl, hahah!!!

It's been 2 months and 2 days since I stepped into working life...
Learn new things every day...
Both good and bad...
Slowly day by day, I feel like I've changed somehow...
Sometimes I feel bad...
I've said before that I dun wanna turn into a fake person, didn't I?
Yes I did!!!!!
I thought I can't keep to my promise...
BUT...
Today saw this...

"Being nice to someone you dislike doesn't mean you're fake.
It means you are mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them."

Thanks to this, I'm back~~~~~
Still me!!!!!

Here's another thing...
Wanna say that we Malaysia has no fate with PJM...
Was so excited earlier, but too bad it was canceled!!!
I shouldn't have done and settled everything so fast huh...
After so much of excitement...
Although I sensed something might happen, just that I forced myself not to be too pessimistic... But it really happened in the end!!!
Just like what happened to HJB last time...
What a big sadness and disappointment to all of us!!!
NVM, I'll wait for next time... one by one and then with 5 ppl together!!!
I've cheered myself up... Thanks to friends who cheered me up too...
I'm fine now!!!

And finally finished things for KKJ and sent...
But yesterday suddenly worried...
Checked that air parcel need to be collected by recipients in some countries...
Cannot check whether the country I sent to requires this rules or not...
I hope no... or else... chances of the thing to be sent back is high and gonna charge on me again...
The owner need to wait again by then, lol~ *pray*
But how, my 6 sense is always quite accurate, this time I dun want it to be that accurate lo, lol~
Now every day after woke up, after back from work, "track and trace work", hehehe^^
Can only keep on praying that everything goes smoothly...

Annyeong now!!!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

心痛 :(((

心痛死了!!!
这就是太大方的结果吗?
想着,想着 ~
眼泪终于落下来了。。。

虽然不是花自己的钱买来的。。。
但是,昂贵、漂亮、优雅。。。
还是从伦敦飞回来的。。。
瑕疵还蛮明显的!!!
没办法,
要怪只能怪自己。。。

真的超心痛的!!!
不知道今晚睡得着觉吗?
心痛。心痛。。还是心痛。。。

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Happy 兔gether...

Oh now only I realised that I din wish Happy Chinese New Year here...
So Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone...
Wish everyone's life filled with happiness and prosperity in this rabbit year!!!
Still not late to wish, right??? hehe^^

Time to update a bit about my CNY...
The day before CNY, here are some decorations done by me...












Of course, not only these, a lot more preparations...


Fireworks were everywhere that night... I enjoyed it in my new cute pyjamas, hahaha^^










1st day of CNY...
It's rabbit year so must take pic with rabbit!!!










Only one lion dance, at least got one...










2nd day stayed at house as usual, a bit quiet though...
Nothing much other than relatives visiting, gathering and eating with family...
Finally my friends and I were too bored at home, time to get busy, lol...
So started from 3rd day of CNY, time for our bai nian outing, movies, open house and sing k sessions...
Here are some photos to share...












































































































This CNY was so great for me...
Happy 兔gether...
Really enjoyed so much with u all, girls and guys!!!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Lately ~

最近累到没进来报到。。。
就连现在都不断地在打瞌睡
这就是开始步入工作生涯后的生活。。。
除了疲惫还是疲惫。。。
有好多事情想做,可是却又因为疲倦而打消念头。。。
就比如这几天对豌豆王子们的新闻 Outdated jor!!!
也没精神和力气去追戏了!

是的。。。
24日那天,我上班了
目前还蛮适应这份工作。。。
只是一直看着数字,眼睛会受不了!
还要一直动脑。。。
结果一整天下来,最爱的就是每当时针指向5点钟的时候。。。
那是本人最幸福的时刻!!!
上班的事情就不多说了,毕竟现在下班中。。。
转移话题。。。呵呵!

就说说这几天工作以外所发生的事吧。。。

第一项 :受伤事迹
根据星座,山羊座的我,最容易受伤的就是手。。。
所以,本人的左手被小外套里的铁丝刮伤还给我刮好长tim。。。
另外,在做厨师时,左手无名指不小心被稍微地烫伤了。。。*粗心*

第二项 :惊吓事迹
真是的!!!我是个胆小鬼。。。
竟然被坏了的抽屉所发出的声音给吓着。。。
当时,周围漆黑,突然 "nyiek!!!!!!!" 的一声,好大声哦。。。
真的是吓到愣住了,马上喊道求助,哈哈哈!!!*怕怕*
同天,被猫咪吓倒。。。
都怪我自己在它的面前甩动手机吊饰。。。
原先,它没反应。。。
之后突然快速地伸出它的猫爪。。。
害我没准备,吓倒突然大喊!!!*好玩的结果,小朋友不要学,小心被刮伤!*

第三项 :血拼事迹
因为缺少上班裙,所以昨天买了两件。。。
还不错的说,嘻嘻!!!
不要再问我说干吗裙穿这么长,很老诶!!!
要不是衣橱里没裙,我才不会挑那条来穿勒。。。
用得着你费心吗?*切*
*看得出来本人脾气又不好了厚~ 没办法最近老是这样,习惯就好*

好了,事迹报告完毕!!!
对了,先说声农历新年快乐!!!
下次见。。。

Friday, January 21, 2011

Excited day > Nervous day > Happy day > Tiring day

[Excited Day]
Yesterday 20110120 is an unforgettable day for JM...
Congratulations on new single album NOT ALONE released and Comeback stage...
Of course I've done my best to support him...
Yesterday whole day listening to NOT ALONE lo...
Really so LOVE YA the song...
Totally get addicted by the song!!!
JINJA DAEBAK!!!
Wish our CEO PARK get great sales and all the best and have a big success for this!!!
Thanks for giving me strength...
I'm NOT ALONE!!! You're NOT ALONE!!!

And my dear bunny made me even excited by showing me my JJ's "She Says" album...
Finally it reached lol... But I need to wait until CNY!!!
Nvm tahan tahan!!!
Thanks BUNNY!!!

[Nervous Day + Happy Day]
Today is an important day for me, interview day!!!
Was so nervous, I think I have job phobia lo, lol...
Thanks dear Siti and 4D leader for waking me up this early morning...
But I got slept back for a while, heheheh^^
Thanks my girl's sweet message in the morning to give me support and strength for interview...
Thanks to JM again for your NOT ALONE...
I'm really NOT ALONE...
Full with love and support!!!
And I got the job!!! Yeahhhhh~~~~
The boss said let me decide when to start work...
I think most probably I'll start next Monday...
Although dun know whether I can do well or not for the job, I'll try my best for it...
HWAITING to myself!!!

After interview finished, I went to reward myself, lol...
Not yet start work and not even get my salaries, I already said rewarding myself!!! hahaha...
Actually wanna look for another book for someone, but couldn't find good one, so just bought one for myself, hahaha...
Here's what I've bought earlier, heheh^^


















Found this one, content quite nice and details one... happy happy!!! I think will be useful... Let's see whether it will be like what the book title says or not??? In one week, can I make it??? I think can provided I'm hardworking... I hope working won't delay my study on this lo... HWAITING again!!!

[Tired Day]
Yes, I'm so tired today... why???
Cuz of listening to JM's NOT ALONE until so late...
And again doing something lo...
Supposed to sleep earlier yesterday night for today's interview...
But I just couldn't let JM alone, lol...
Something new related to JM is coming soon, now in progress!!!
After that, will go get some rest...
Thinking later won't have the energy to go to aerobics class...
Should I skip class??? cuz of tiresome and also cuz of JM???
Wanna support him in front of TV later...
I think I'll just skip class, hahaha!!!

Okay, see ya soon!!!
Now Korean learning time starts!!!

Monday, January 17, 2011

天啊!!!

天啊!!!
刚刚去华利又碰到钟盛忠。。。

昨天,他作为嘉宾到华利超市表演新年歌。。。

没想到,刚刚又看到他!!!


头头,是因为看到一个穿着很不错的男生走在前方,所以就稍微注意了一些。。。

结果,他一转过头。。。

乌哇哇~
我在心里大声喊道:天啊!!!是钟盛忠耶!!!
尾随着他的应该是经理人或是工作人员吧。。。

而我们的距离。。。只有。。。
两步之差。。。

超后悔没跟他和照!!! 啊啊啊啊~~~
*暗槌*
刚刚心跳也太快了吧!!!

本人超好看的,今天穿着粉色上衣。。。


天啊!!!
为什么我不敢上前去???
胆子从什么时候开始缩小了???

他已经可以让我心跳加速,要是换成
奎钟,那我的心不就跳出来了吗?
我知道有点
夸张啦!!!

哈哈哈~
怎么办,我到现在心情还是兴奋的。。。
还不能平静下来。。。

需要给自己一点时间。。。
啊啊啊啊啊~后悔死了!!!*哭*

好吧,既然没和照。。。
只好看回昨天我拍下的他的独照!!!*微笑*


















马上就带来的新年歌曲。。。














红色外套充满了新年的气息!!!
































































































呵呵,小秀了一下。。。我还蛮喜欢他那件白色衬衫。。。 上面有金色键盘的图案!!!

这些是较为清晰的照片。。。
最后一张和其他的属于朦胧美系列啦, 哈哈哈!
好了,心情有比较平复了。。。
拜咯~

Random

昨晚,
努力练习中。。。
终于录制成功*开心*
这次,有点难度咯!!!
应该是说超有难度。。。
偏偏上传遇到问题,而且还是在 99%的时候来给我闹 *真是气到~*

今早,
努力擦窗中。。。*上下左右* *一二一二*
新年快到了嘛,要乖乖听从家人的指示咯, 呵呵!!!

好了,
停写,
哈哈~~~

Saturday, January 15, 2011

9 & 10 Jan 2011 KL Trip ~ With TS ~

Now continue my 2nd day with TS...










Breakfast time...

After sending off manager nim to do her hair, Bunny and me went to Bukit Bintang area, shopping again, lol... She bought one mini skirt, I bought one special thing for someone, hehe^^ My slippers broken too finally on the way to buy CNY cookies... but lucky that still can walk lo, hahaha!!! Dear Siti too, went back earlier, saying bye bye to her in msg~ Mian girl, din have much time to sit down and talk to u, rushing here and there... we wait for next time ya!!!

Time to meet back my girl and dongsaengie, hehehe^^
But before that, Bunny posing time, lol...




















It's her year!!! BUNNY POSE!!!










I haven't taken photo with the drum... Bunny and me beat beat beat the drum lol... Hope we'll have a great Bunny year!!!











She continued to pose, heheh... Gong xi Gong xi!!!












ROFL!!!!!!!!!!! Spot the difference please...












In Pavilion The Face Shop... Uri leader spotted, feel like wanna rob it already, see his nice sign there... hahaha!!!










Meet back the girls... and now Chatime again... but too bad they dun have pearls for our bubble tea at the moment, if not, will taste even nice lo...













Yeah it's me with Chatime pearl milk without pearl but cincau, lol...











hehe my girl with leader folder for manager nim and her baby's pencil case... Bunny cute cute here... and dongsaengie, hahaha cannot hide from director lo...












Time to meet up manager nim... Of course, before that... must take photos... ahahhaha!!!










Bunny Pose... for Bunny year, credits to our Bunny, lol...









My manager's new look for year 2011, hehehe^^ See the green clip and her shoes... As usual, both newly bought and wear immediately, hahaha!!!









Back at hotel... photos together!!! Some photos cannot be shoved here, hehehe!!! too crazy, lol... need to save our image lo!!!










Had our dinner at McD KL Sentral... Dear Serena who had just flied back from her hometown, came to meet us before my girl back hometown later... Thanks dear for coming!!! It's been a long time since we met...








Time to send my girl off... hugging session!!!









Inside the train, my cute girl there... with double peaces!!!









Guess what she watched??? Her Tom & Jerry Show, lol... So we all not need to worry, cuz JM & Baby will accompany her back hometown...








Crying??? hahaha!!! huhu Kajimaaaa~~~









Bye Bye, my girl... we all miss u~











Now time to say bye to our bunny... both cute with bunny pose... LOL manager nim wanna bobo bunny in LRT, so openly hahaha!!! and got my bobo too, lol... She's so shy lo... face red red!!! Now I'm wondering if she washed her face that night??? dun tell me no!!!



















hehehe I like these series of photos, lol... bye bye bunny!!!


Dear Serena stayed overnight with us at hotel... 4 of us!!! Still crazy that night, lol...
Really miss both nights together with u all, girls...
I wish next time we can meet again and stay for few nights, continue our crazy chat, talk...

The next morning, the day we need to say bye bye to each others... As usual, manager was the 1st to wake up... and the three other of us woke up by manager nim lo... 1st Kyu wake up call... I woke up... then JM and leader wake up call... Dear Serena woke up... lastly even Baby wake up call played... that irritating one, lol... of course my dear dongsaengie woke up, but slept back lo... manager nim said she need to reconsider if leader sleepyhead situation is more severe than dongsaengie, hahahhaa...









Photos time before we left hotel...












Breakfast at KL Sentral... nasi lemak, teh tarik, teh ice, mee siam, kuih-muih~~~









Again, photos together, hehehe^^

Then, bye bye to Dear Serena... Thank you girl for coming to meet, stay and talk to us!!!
See you again next time!!!









Last photo in this post... Three of us together... Yes We're Triple S!!! hehehe^^ Sad to say bye bye!!! We'll meet again!!! Miss ya all so much... dun know why until here, feel like wanna cry, guess really miss u all too badly... Until today, it's a week already since we met last Friday... Time flies!!! Girls, Let's HWAITING for life together... we'll meet again for sure!!!


~ The End of KL Trip ~

Okay, this entry is too long... ROFL~
See ya next round!!!
Annyeong~