*DISLIKE*

Crying is a good way of releasing your tension, unhappiness and disappointment..
But I dun like ppl pretend to cry in front of others just to get their sympathy!!!
Now I really dun know is the person crying for real???
Is the person crying from her heart cuz she really felt so heart painful because of disappointment?
Or she is just too good in acting...
Can simply roll her tears inside her eyes...
If that's acting, I'm really impressed!!!
I DISLIKE YOU!!!

BUT I hope NOT~!!!
I hope it's not an acting!!!
If not, I will feel like adults have become more and more fake!!!

~END~

April~

Already comes to the month of April...
Spent so much once salaries out!!!
Not because I simply waste money...

Paid my broadband which I've terminated cuz change to streamyx...
And of course new streamyx fee, money again...
My lappy suddenly kena virus, got window security warning...
Blocking me from online for 2 days...
So thinking to take it for format treatment...
And bought one external hard disk...
It's so nice and beautiful... whole white!!!
500 GB with USB3.0...
Another word.... EXPENSIVE!!!!!
Heartache, my money gone again!!!

Spending two days transferring files, vids and musics to the external hard disk...
Why two days?
My big and heavy files...
Can u imagine, while transferring, the virus message kept popping out and every 30-40 minutes my dear lappy will automatically off and then on back by itself...
The process kept repeating every 30-40 minutes, ishhhh~~~
Giving me hard time to finish the transferring work...
Yeah after completed, all files in lappy deleted, wanna send it for treatment...
Guess what, everything back to normal!!!!!!!!!!!
Scanning says no virus but still worried cuz virus signature out of date already...
Can online some more!!!
My lappy fooled me on April Fool Day???
Anyway, I think still need to send it soon, ok yeah very soon money need to be sent out together too!!!

Because of this, my plan of saving was affected a bit...
And my plan to buy something new for myself need to push to next month, I supposed!!!
Anyway, I got something new this month, the expensive external hard disk, LOL~~~
And this someone and that someone wanna come out with something new this month...
Shall I push to next month too???
I should if I have to...

Okay, enough of nagging, hahahha!!!
See ya~

Heaven

After our CEO Park solo, here come our Hyung Jun's turn...
Just got his solo mini album last Saturday, was so excited~!!!
All the songs and pics inside the mini album are very nice!!!
I love all the songs, but here's the one I love the most!!!
A ballad song that will make me feel so emotional and wanna cry every time listening to it...

~ HEAVEN ~
Lyrics by Hyung Jun himself *woah talented*
Sharing here with you all...



Credits: LoveKpopSubs

Isn't it a great song?
Awww I'm emo again~~~~~
BTW, did anyone notice of leader's appearance at 0:13-0:17?
Guess the creator of the vid accidentally added in leader pic, hehe^^
But still very nicely made with romanised lyrics together with meaning of the lyrics.

Now HEAVEN as my lullaby...
Going to sleep so good night!!!
Wish me sweet dream~

Love this song!!!

Credits: kbank1004

Now this has become one of my favourite songs!!!
So so nice!!!
1st time listening it on Music Bank live, totally falling in love with this ballad song...
Lee Hyun's powerful vocal!!! Jinja DAEBAK!!!



Credits: ibighit

Then watched the MV on Youtube...
LOL I laughed when seeing comedian Jung Juri and 2AM Changmin in it...
Of course starring 4 Minute's pretty girl Nam Ji Hyun...
Funny + Cute + Sweet elements combined together in one MV...
Really nice, I love it!!!

Lyrics translation Credits: LoveKpopSubs

I didn’t believe in love until today
That must be a reason for me being more alert today
You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling
I can be alert now

You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling
I want to see you, I think I’m going to die

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

Although there’s nothing that I did for you willingly
You didn’t leave when I threw you away
You have a great personality
And a great temper
You loved me without lying
The more I see you, the more I value you
I’m so stupid to throw you away, now I miss you

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

I know I’m not the best person
Although I told you to never come back
If you give me one more chance, I can do better
Can you believe me and come back

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

To me You are PERFECT!!!
You're THE BEST of my life!!!
I wanna say this to that someone who I love too, lol...
Hopefully the one in my future!!!

いろいろ。。。

More than one month din clear my spider web here, lol...
Yeah work made me tired and left me with not much energy...
Wanna blogging but too lazy this girl, hahah!!!

It's been 2 months and 2 days since I stepped into working life...
Learn new things every day...
Both good and bad...
Slowly day by day, I feel like I've changed somehow...
Sometimes I feel bad...
I've said before that I dun wanna turn into a fake person, didn't I?
Yes I did!!!!!
I thought I can't keep to my promise...
BUT...
Today saw this...

"Being nice to someone you dislike doesn't mean you're fake.
It means you are mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them."

Thanks to this, I'm back~~~~~
Still me!!!!!

Here's another thing...
Wanna say that we Malaysia has no fate with PJM...
Was so excited earlier, but too bad it was canceled!!!
I shouldn't have done and settled everything so fast huh...
After so much of excitement...
Although I sensed something might happen, just that I forced myself not to be too pessimistic... But it really happened in the end!!!
Just like what happened to HJB last time...
What a big sadness and disappointment to all of us!!!
NVM, I'll wait for next time... one by one and then with 5 ppl together!!!
I've cheered myself up... Thanks to friends who cheered me up too...
I'm fine now!!!

And finally finished things for KKJ and sent...
But yesterday suddenly worried...
Checked that air parcel need to be collected by recipients in some countries...
Cannot check whether the country I sent to requires this rules or not...
I hope no... or else... chances of the thing to be sent back is high and gonna charge on me again...
The owner need to wait again by then, lol~ *pray*
But how, my 6 sense is always quite accurate, this time I dun want it to be that accurate lo, lol~
Now every day after woke up, after back from work, "track and trace work", hehehe^^
Can only keep on praying that everything goes smoothly...

Annyeong now!!!

心痛 :(((

心痛死了！！！
这就是太大方的结果吗？
想着，想着 ~
眼泪终于落下来了。。。

虽然不是花自己的钱买来的。。。
但是，昂贵、漂亮、优雅。。。
还是从伦敦飞回来的。。。
瑕疵还蛮明显的！！！
没办法，
要怪只能怪自己。。。

真的超心痛的！！！
不知道今晚睡得着觉吗？
心痛。心痛。。还是心痛。。。

Happy 兔gether...

Oh now only I realised that I din wish Happy Chinese New Year here...
So Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone...
Wish everyone's life filled with happiness and prosperity in this rabbit year!!!
Still not late to wish, right??? hehe^^

Time to update a bit about my CNY...
The day before CNY, here are some decorations done by me...












Of course, not only these, a lot more preparations...

Fireworks were everywhere that night... I enjoyed it in my new cute pyjamas, hahaha^^










1st day of CNY...
It's rabbit year so must take pic with rabbit!!!










Only one lion dance, at least got one...










2nd day stayed at house as usual, a bit quiet though...
Nothing much other than relatives visiting, gathering and eating with family...
Finally my friends and I were too bored at home, time to get busy, lol...
So started from 3rd day of CNY, time for our bai nian outing, movies, open house and sing k sessions...
Here are some photos to share...












































































































This CNY was so great for me...
Happy 兔gether...
Really enjoyed so much with u all, girls and guys!!!