DOWN

Sore throat + Flu are nothing...
Really feel so down lately...
Something just happened although I dun want it to be like that way...
Maybe she really dun get the meaning behind what I've asked or said...
Maybe also due to my express of word made her confused?
As I can't express myself well...
Although these years I've practised to learn well on this area...
I've improved slowly, not like last time...
But u know, the original things that one possessed can't be easily changed no matter how hard she has tried or how many years passed by...
The original things will still remain, cannot be moved away directly... not so fast!!!

I hate the fact that I'm the one who caused the weird atmosphere...
I tried to rescue the situation...
Still trying my best, although sometimes I feel helpless...
I wanna run away again...
I wanna ignore everything...
I started to think passively again....
I felt depressed again!!!
Am I "Extra"?

Every time similar things happened, what appear in my mind is...
If possible, I dun wanna stay too...
And I will start to blame another her for leaving me that time...
I hate her but I love her too~
When all these things bump together, I feel my life is miserable...
*tears rolling*

But I know somehow the sun will shine... ISN'T IT?
Stay strong is the only way!!!
*hold my fists tight*

~FIGHT THE DOWN~

HAPPY 501 DAY ~~~

Hi all...
It's been quite some time I leave new post here...
Today is 1st of May...
HAPPY 501 DAY to SS501 & Triple S around the world...
Haengbokhae~~~ Saranghae~~~

And here are what I've done for this special 501 day~
Please take out with proper credit, thanks!!!







































This month gonna be another busy month for me...
FIGHTING!!!!!
See u all next time~
Annyeong~~~~~

U-KISS 0330

Credits: KpopRom

IN LOVE with this song...
The piano arrangement is beautifully added in...
The lyrics are like their singing to Kibum and Alexander...

And everyone is wondering why Soo Hyun cried during 0330 performance at Love Sharing concert?
I couldn't watched the vid cuz was deleted by YT...
I dun know the actual reason why he cried...
Maybe just like what I feel, maybe He miss Kibum and Alexander...

lol sorry for kept mentioning about Soo Hyun here...
He's my bias in U-Kiss, hehe^^
No matter what, I hope he's fine...
HWAITING SOO HYUN~
HWAITING U-KISS~~~

*DISLIKE*

Crying is a good way of releasing your tension, unhappiness and disappointment..
But I dun like ppl pretend to cry in front of others just to get their sympathy!!!
Now I really dun know is the person crying for real???
Is the person crying from her heart cuz she really felt so heart painful because of disappointment?
Or she is just too good in acting...
Can simply roll her tears inside her eyes...
If that's acting, I'm really impressed!!!
I DISLIKE YOU!!!

BUT I hope NOT~!!!
I hope it's not an acting!!!
If not, I will feel like adults have become more and more fake!!!

~END~

April~

Already comes to the month of April...
Spent so much once salaries out!!!
Not because I simply waste money...

Paid my broadband which I've terminated cuz change to streamyx...
And of course new streamyx fee, money again...
My lappy suddenly kena virus, got window security warning...
Blocking me from online for 2 days...
So thinking to take it for format treatment...
And bought one external hard disk...
It's so nice and beautiful... whole white!!!
500 GB with USB3.0...
Another word.... EXPENSIVE!!!!!
Heartache, my money gone again!!!

Spending two days transferring files, vids and musics to the external hard disk...
Why two days?
My big and heavy files...
Can u imagine, while transferring, the virus message kept popping out and every 30-40 minutes my dear lappy will automatically off and then on back by itself...
The process kept repeating every 30-40 minutes, ishhhh~~~
Giving me hard time to finish the transferring work...
Yeah after completed, all files in lappy deleted, wanna send it for treatment...
Guess what, everything back to normal!!!!!!!!!!!
Scanning says no virus but still worried cuz virus signature out of date already...
Can online some more!!!
My lappy fooled me on April Fool Day???
Anyway, I think still need to send it soon, ok yeah very soon money need to be sent out together too!!!

Because of this, my plan of saving was affected a bit...
And my plan to buy something new for myself need to push to next month, I supposed!!!
Anyway, I got something new this month, the expensive external hard disk, LOL~~~
And this someone and that someone wanna come out with something new this month...
Shall I push to next month too???
I should if I have to...

Okay, enough of nagging, hahahha!!!
See ya~

Heaven

After our CEO Park solo, here come our Hyung Jun's turn...
Just got his solo mini album last Saturday, was so excited~!!!
All the songs and pics inside the mini album are very nice!!!
I love all the songs, but here's the one I love the most!!!
A ballad song that will make me feel so emotional and wanna cry every time listening to it...

~ HEAVEN ~
Lyrics by Hyung Jun himself *woah talented*
Sharing here with you all...



Credits: LoveKpopSubs

Isn't it a great song?
Awww I'm emo again~~~~~
BTW, did anyone notice of leader's appearance at 0:13-0:17?
Guess the creator of the vid accidentally added in leader pic, hehe^^
But still very nicely made with romanised lyrics together with meaning of the lyrics.

Now HEAVEN as my lullaby...
Going to sleep so good night!!!
Wish me sweet dream~

Love this song!!!

Credits: kbank1004

Now this has become one of my favourite songs!!!
So so nice!!!
1st time listening it on Music Bank live, totally falling in love with this ballad song...
Lee Hyun's powerful vocal!!! Jinja DAEBAK!!!



Credits: ibighit

Then watched the MV on Youtube...
LOL I laughed when seeing comedian Jung Juri and 2AM Changmin in it...
Of course starring 4 Minute's pretty girl Nam Ji Hyun...
Funny + Cute + Sweet elements combined together in one MV...
Really nice, I love it!!!

Lyrics translation Credits: LoveKpopSubs

I didn’t believe in love until today
That must be a reason for me being more alert today
You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling
I can be alert now

You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling
I want to see you, I think I’m going to die

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

Although there’s nothing that I did for you willingly
You didn’t leave when I threw you away
You have a great personality
And a great temper
You loved me without lying
The more I see you, the more I value you
I’m so stupid to throw you away, now I miss you

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

I know I’m not the best person
Although I told you to never come back
If you give me one more chance, I can do better
Can you believe me and come back

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

To me You are PERFECT!!!
You're THE BEST of my life!!!
I wanna say this to that someone who I love too, lol...
Hopefully the one in my future!!!